Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Where I belong

On a moonless night
When even the stars are afraid to come out
Like a wolf  I howl with all my might
I crave to be heard as I shout

The jagged edges of my voice cut me like a broken glass
The lonesome darkness creeps me out
The jungle of horror doesn't allow me to pass
Darkness eats up my hopes, all that is left is doubt

Ground beneath me crumbles and cries
Silence fills my ears like a raging storm
My spirit weeps through my eyes
Never imagined I would die in this form

Suddenl, I see a clearing
Before my eyes, lies the light, the crowd
I stagger, i don't know what was I fearing
The darkness of night or what the light hides beneath its shroud

I stumble back, the ground helps me to stand
The darkness opens its arms for me
The jungle comforts me as its horrors hold my hands
The piercing silence helps me to see

I lie in the embrace of the dark and cry
Signs of peace have replaced every frown
Now have I understood where I really belong
I smile at heaven as a single tear runs down.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I am the One

Living in the shadows of the past
Broken, jagged pieces poking at my heart

Pressed down by the dark, oppressed by the light
Wouldn't have lasted a minute, had i not put up a fight
 With fate, with destiny, with the creators of this world
Every blow gives a new wound, every second a new weapon is hurled

Too weak to cry, too proud to bow
Too indignant to let it go, can't give up now

I was the one you never did want
The one you wish you were off without
The one you wish you weren't burdened with
The seed you wish that never did sprout

You don't wanna feel that but the past feeds on you too
The shadows come closer, they scare the life out of you

You tower over me trying to get me in line
But that way is yours, it never was mine
Every word you speak hits like an arrow on fire
The pain it causes could put to shame the whole hell's fire

The darkness of night now seems pretty tame
Was always afraid of it until the real shadows came!
It relishes the stingy dark inside me
Laughs at the ghosts of shadows that call themselves 'night'

Why can't you just let b
Why not let me choose this time what is right!

I am the one you never did want
The toy of evil, the joke of a life
The one you wish was broken
To you I am just a stinging knife....

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Its Her!

I watched over the night
As she came with light steps on ground
She gently blew out the light
Her face serene, her voice the most peaceful sound

Black Cashmere wrapped around her arms
She leaves a moist blackness behind her
A dark being with endless charms
She walks with the twinkle of stars beside her

Gently she tugs at me
Taking me where I've wanted to be
She's the one who sets me free
Like a single drop going away from the sea

She walks on alone
No one's at home waiting for her to get back
She has lovers whom she has never known
She drifts away treading on her tracks

I love the sweet sadness on her face
I just so wish if she would stay
A curl shifts, a movement of grace
I see the first ray of light as she walks away...